Musing 8 years today and still relevant

some folk ask for things, money, love...but my simplest prayer that has the biggest impact in my life has been answered.

i'm always doing things. running around. trying to keep up with myself. trying to be everything. you ever get stuck from being overwhelmed? you know, when you are still doing the things that need to be done but in your quiet moments- your mind gives you more work, your body stops moving, your breath seems laborious...

so i asked the CREATOR to be realigned to my purpose with fire and energy...to still my spirit, so that the information can settle to its proper place and order...to celebrate whatever is the biggest thing I did the entire day (even as small as being present for the day, or one of those meaningful conversations we have with strangers and take it easy on myself)...to do something, anything related to all the things i've being blessed with knowing how to do (and do regardless of my circumstance or need to share) everyday, to be more conscious of my words and more authentic and honest, even if I have to self correct on the spot...to always keep my body moving no matter what...take as much time as I need for myself...BCUZ overdoers get stuck too!

i'm so grateful to be able to always pick up where i left off, as often as possible, without care of judgement or need of approval or permission, to live my life RIGHT NOW as beautifully as possible... I'M FEELING LIKE MYSELF AGAIN THANK YOU CREATOR❤

Watching the Game

the sister mama network is all things/ in everything. 

we sing signals & save souls. 

we know war. 

watch out.

Musing

Thinking is an underrated sport. Debate has become debacle.

Musing: Be a wall.

We tend to think of war as "POW POW." Yet isn't the best strategy to weaken the other side with traps, poison, spies, thievery? We often discount the spiritual war. We discount the numerous ways to break the spirit like attack the youth. Leave them hopeless. Profit off of their wins and advancements yet remind them of what they cannot achieve. No matter how great, no matter how innovative, no matter how unstoppable. We have not created sufficient or any "resting" places or alternatives to allow our youth the space to do what they came here to do. Time to pull up and get geared up. Our youth need our protection, wisdom and experience. All the pettiness, competition, ousting we do to each other to be picked in THEIR systems takes energy we need to prepare to be the true wall of defense, comfort and strategy for our youth. They are out there and we are mad distracted as a collective.

Musing on current affairs

What would they do if we quit the Olympics? Walked away on top? Not play their game? What if we did that with everything? Why do we keep expecting something different? Why don't we come up with something different? Time to reevaluate what "success" really means. This is the micro of the macro.

Full Moon Haiku 7.24.21

Full moon is crying

My stomach has butterflies

Thunder woke the sun

Musing on making space

have to make solid space for what i love. too much work, too much other folks stuff, makes my head and heart turn to wood. i love/need those moments when it's just about me! hate feeling that some folk just want you well for their own pleasure or need. 

i used to wander. scared my parents to death. i still wander. i always felt it was my right. i was the responsible one. i never decided that! people were always telling me who i was or who i was going to be. i never believed them and i still don't. it may take my entire life but i'm blessed to be forever blooming! my inside self doesn't work on deadlines: it gathers, prepares, senses. my true self knows this is all rehearsal. i trust my own process. until then, i work and work and work.