Haiku: Self Reflection 9.19.22

soft prickly edges

sleepless nights without soothing

sorrow in satin

Musing 8.23.18

If you choose to marry or partner, choose the one with strong character. Choose a person with integrity. Choose someone with a plan, a vision for his or herself and you as a couple, as a family. Choose a giver. Choose a spiritual partner. Choose someone who will celebrate and praise all your gifts, even those you struggle with. Choose the one who values and sees your contributions. Choose the one who makes you feel like you are the prize. Choose the one who will push you, hold you, laugh and cry with you. Someone strong, firm, grounded. Then be the same for them!

Musing 7.20.15 (7 years reflection)

have to make solid space for what i love. too much work, too much other folks stuff, makes my head and heart turn to wood. i love/need those moments when it's just about me! hate feeling that some folk just want you well for their own pleasure or need. 

i used to wander. scared my parents to death. i still wander. i always felt it was my right. i was the responsible one. i never decided that! people were always telling me who i was or who i was going to be. i never believed them and i still don't. it may take my entire life but i'm blessed to be forever blooming! my inside self doesn't work on deadlines: it gathers, prepares, senses. my true self knows this is all rehearsal. i trust my own process. until then, i work and work and work.

Haiku 7.20.12 (found)

love this wildflower.

love, treat my heart like orchid.

love bloom like lotus!

#Simplify

You don't see me. I don't see you.

Haiku Before Super Moon 6.13.22

full moon head red hot

thunderwater ibori

challenge of courage

Musing 5.29.22

I'm grateful for the few folk in my life who are too elevated to constantly compete, mimic or minimize others, in the name of relating. I'm grateful for the few folk I truly fuxx with who consistently self evaluate, work on their own healing from trauma based beliefs/behaviors- instead of projecting and random dumping with no sense of solution. I'm grateful for the few folk who are not threatened by light, powerful vibration, beauty or a different expression. They see it as opportunity for growth, opening their hearts and the broadening of their curiousity/perspective. Truly grateful for those who see and believe another person's silence is their personal call for innerwork, not a time for ousting or shaming. How lovely to honor another's space without being asked! Eternally grateful for those who self correct, revisit and take personal responsibility for less than perfect human moments. This is also where I am and these are the only relationships that I honor. #truthseeker #selfwork #selfworth