Haiku on Joy 10.28.25 (quick write at work)

look deeply within

see that little girl inside

how big was her smile?

Musing 10.30.16 (found)

being real: i have been in the dumps! hard to find joy lately mostly exhausted trying to keep up with myself. i let myself go thru the entire pity party! i did not die! i still showed up for my children (kinda lol the way we show up on the weekend), complained about everything i had to do that wasn't for me ( my children just looked at me like a mental patient and entertained themselves), i wrote that shit ALL THE WAY OUT. every ugly feeling. i cried in my beer on the back balcony (broke but my bills paid yo!) wrote poems that make no damn sense. wore a weird lipstick. i just did not care and let myself be alright with it! TODAY: i got up, put henna in my hair, cooked up some veggies and lentils, drinking good tea and about to do my nails. my children acted like nothing happened. Then, to make it more beautiful, there is a new moon in scorpio for this lunar scorpio! IT WAS ONLY A WAVE. I SAY, WHEN IT COMES: RIDE THAT SHIT FULL FORCE. So what my party started in pity! I changed the song and now you can't get me off the dance floor! happy sunday

Musing: Gingko 10.25.12 (found)

learning how to be comfortable in uncomfortable spaces...i stand, strong and delicate, like gingko.

Musing: Keep it moving. 10.25.15 (found)

when your entire being, even your toenails are ready to create but your life is cluttered with all it takes to sustain a household. everything is work and family. tired of being everything to everyone. i am sooo tired. i still believe in me, regardless! i'll take this moment only. just cuz my window is small to do what i love and sometimes i forget who i am, never ever means i will give up. restructuring time. focus and patience. remembering to accept and love myself as i am right now, each moment. keeping it clear, keeping it honest, keeping it moving.

Musing 10.14.13 (found)

i do not understand people who do not love. i understand pain but i am not a prisoner of it, poisoning all in my path. i choose to love thru pain. love heals masks and crevices and open wounds.

Haiku: Why aren't the morning birds making their rounds?

the birds are silent 

it is omniously calm

dark sunrise humming

Response 5.17.25

 Yes. All the circles of hell and triumphed!