Haiku

you could never see

inside of my heart, darling

your pain is too deep

Musing on Relationships 11.25.2017

Relationships take work and constant balance. No one is perfect. In fact, when you love someone, all of a sudden, those things buried deep within your psyche come to surface. Relationships are a mirror: your partner sees everything you try to hide, they see solutions you've been rolling in a circle to solve, they see the real you in its highest capacity. Years and years of a persona that you've survived on no longer work because your relationship forces you to confront the new you that is becoming. Many take conflict and revolving issues as proof that it is not meant to be. Quite the contrary: this is an opportunity to clean out the cobwebs and grow! It is not easy but necessary. Most forget during conflict, the wonderful things that brought you together, negate the magic that is created when love is in front. Well, I'm no punk. I'm not scared of who I am. I might be scared of the process, I might be guarded but I say that I would rather win the love of someone guarded but seeking to open up than someone fixed in their ways and stuck in everything that doesn't work. What does work? Which things that are mountains that you can reduce to molehills to have peace, harmony and support so that both individuals can thrive? Everything is not the end of the world! Spend more time loving up on each other. It's easier than you think... but you got to want it. If you don't, there is no reason to move forward. For me, each conflict or argument brings a deeper connection and insight into how to truly learn a person. The good times are great but do you have the emotional maturity to ride through individual shortcomings, stress,  sudden change and buried pain? Your mate is a mirror, they say. Are you willing to be imperfect, roll your sleeves up, get messy and evolve beyond your wildest dreams? Or do you expect fast food love? This QUEEN here is determined to have the very best from life. Whatever it takes. You either fuck with me or you don't. Period. 

Haiku for 11.21.2021

Sunset is copper

Then a little girl yelled, "Weeeee!"

Takes from the backyard

Musing

observations: some treat tricky people as if they are good and good people as if they are tricky. just tell the truth. folk love the shady folk that can get away with things. got an entourage sweatin them and whatnot. folk respect it. love to hear about someone bulldozing another for a spot. funny way we have redefined the hustle. used to be hard work, accountability and integrity. now that's seen as folks taking the long route. as being foolish. well, call me a fool. eff a tricky mofo. it costs way too much. plus you never know who you are dealing with. after a while, they don't either. y'all can keep those tricky ones. they have a pretty good run but when it's over, they crash and burn. sometimes they take you with them.  

Cancel Culture

Asking questions, have a different opinion, researching, changing your mind are not crimes. You can hold a popular opinion and still find inconsistencies. If we cancel everyone and coerce the others into group think, how do we expand? How do we advance? How will we know? How do we communicate? The folk who shut everything and everyone down also expect to be treated with unconditional respect and agency. How does that work?

PLANDEMIC

 magic trick: take healthy people and make em sick

Musing 11.5.2021

My love language is humanity. Is it in you? Can we build it? YOU create it. Each person has a choice. If you don't have it, you gotta dig to find it. Do you have it for yourselves? Is it being bred out with respect, common sense and reality?

We the people. We the product.

I hate that every question my son asks about the atrocities of the world, no matter what it is, always leads back to capitalism. WE ARE THE PRODUCT. Even our spiritual and emotional lives are commodified. Folk pay big money for our attention! The greedy, corrupt and immoral will have their day. They do not care who or what they kill or destroy. Some folk believe their privilege will protect them. The powers that be DO NOT CARE. 

There are so many wars at once, it's dizzying. It is also brilliant warfare to play both sides. Even got hand in all of the solutions. Look at all of us: cornered. If you are unemployed, you can get a job but at some superplant or helping billionaires become trillionaires. Some of y'all ain't telling the truth about how you are being coerced into falling in line and promoting certain agendas. Guess you gotta tell it to yourself first. So superficial and delusional yet criticize the youth for their version of the same. We are handing over our autonomy in so many ways. Who has been sleeping comfortably at night? 

I got so many words inside these words...we are willingly being tricked out of power. It is getting uglier and uglier. Roll up your sleeves, folks.