i missed the first step trying not to fall
reserve myself
to small movements
i slide next to him pretending to be cold
sit on my hands even
deliberately quiet trying not to
breathe
he seems so fragile yet i'm aware
how i project
how i shift to fit when things are unclear
i break my fall this time with my hands
try to ruin what i won't get
he devours my space ferociously
thinks i'm still her so
he keeps following me into these rooms
i let him
outta habit
he never saw me: i never let him
says he knows me
i say he never knew when i left
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