who we think we are has absolutely nothing to do with who we truly are inside. some hate you so much they think they love you. some hate themselves so much they pretend they love themselves and others. some spend their lives being exactly who people have decided they should be. some spend their lives denying their true selves because of pain, anger and fear, running from people, trying to control love, refusing to allow joy. many spend most of their lives always blaming others for whatever they don't have. it takes a lot to confront yourself, what doesn't work, what you need to get over and through. spirituality is a conduit but it requires faith + action. friends can help but ultimately it is you! it requires getting up and starting over when you think you've finally started pulling it all together. it means digging deeper thru disappointments, false starts, fake friends, other's agendas, things not moving quickly enough, death of love ones or loss of security. sometimes it all happens at the same time!
only you know you and what to do. time to work from the inside out and get it done! remember to love yourself thru it all...even if you gotta keep reminding yourself over and over, even cry with a purpose...when it's your time, it's your TIME. setbacks are part of growth; it just means there's something you missed and need to correct. there's no fear!


12/26/14